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    My mom just said some shit about what I posted on facebook
    Damned if I donít they lie and if I do they prove it
    She told me just hang with the wolf thatís a good look
    Iím trying not to hate him for his kind but damn Iím about to lose it - shit
    Shooshing myself and rubbing my own leg is torture
    Kissing my own hands has never made me hate more
    They torturing me down and trying to beat me into submission
    After 7 years straight of this shit and they wondering why Iím bitching
    Suicide is totally illegal but I rather be dead
    I just canít understand how this can even happen Ė when is enough said
    I wanna go back to my sponsor but now I know they donít even care about me either
    NOBODY has my back Ė Iím not your souldier on some anniversary to ether
    If I was a man maybe youíd understand and even love me
    In fact I know for fact, but this shit gonna be however itís built to be

    That faggot think Im a marry him but ainít no way in hell
    My moms liver is the one fucked but my dad the one who drink Ė WTF is that? I canít even tell
    And I donít hate him I just refuse to live for him either, he kicked me out when I was sick
    Even my babies hate me, when the smoke gonna clear cause the fog a little too thick
    God got our back on this running shit, but nah I grabbed my ring and best outfit
    He wasnít there in fact he hung me Ė now ainít that some shit
    The psychic told me not to judge him, but how I trust him now
    How Iím supposed to trust when I know he donít even like me Ė how
    I canít go back to my sponsor he lost all respect
    Went to hoe college and got nothing I guess thatís what I get for showing my deck
    Iím throwing up but nothing comes out 10x a day
    It seems like they even hit me more the more that I pray


    They clap my hands like we even on the side
    I rather go to hell for whatís straight up illegal - suicide
    I always stayed so busy cause if I had a chance to think Iíd lose it
    That closed caption in the background drove me nuts Ė cause thatís where the first time they abused it
    I canít chose it
    And if you think Iím a just die down and lay
    You donít know my tag team partner Ė thatís all Iím a say
    No PC I had to work my way from restricted to level 5
    And I was only 13 then in case you thought I donít have what it takes to survive
    Walking behind wishes? When did I ever get a wish?
    I even got shot when I realized he snitched
    Expecting the worst just to be grateful for the day
    Nah you bitches gonna feel me and pay attention to what I say
    I was his virgin
    He didnít care how sacred that was to me
    He didnít care I burned out 3 stars praying back for my family.
    Iíll be a psycho Ė you mother fuckers have no clue
    But you wrong if you think Iím compromising my freedom or burning in hell hitting back any of you
    :~: Dying was easy... it was the defrib and coming back to life that hurt :~:
    Fighting for mental to hold my records longer than 7 yrs - I want to get better too

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    Re: Crazy

    I rather have died then forced to live having them force my body and force me to clap my own hands

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    I don't know what to do... but I don't deserve to be forced to live like this - how anybody even let them?
    :~: Dying was easy... it was the defrib and coming back to life that hurt :~:
    Fighting for mental to hold my records longer than 7 yrs - I want to get better too

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    :~: Dying was easy... it was the defrib and coming back to life that hurt :~:
    Fighting for mental to hold my records longer than 7 yrs - I want to get better too

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    Re: Crazy

    Somethings off that last paragraph I swear

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    All except the last line

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    Grateful for the day down

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    They always blocking there or starting issues between us or block I said what I said when I said I wouldn’t judge but got judged
    :~: Dying was easy... it was the defrib and coming back to life that hurt :~:
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    Re: Crazy

    This zone is too strong and too aggressive and it feels like every time I start to get or feel better they hit me or come back again

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    Nipsey hustle, pop smoke, mo3, and king von all dead? Am I the only one that thinks that’s beyond weird and crazy?
    :~: Dying was easy... it was the defrib and coming back to life that hurt :~:
    Fighting for mental to hold my records longer than 7 yrs - I want to get better too

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    Re: Crazy

    So it's deleted from my home cpu too but like I'm hardly grateful for the day. You plan for the worst because anything better keeps you happy. Not to give thanks for the fucking day. And if you think I'm talking to or entertaining some bitches to be all up in MY business and make it look like I'm the one talking shit or mad - you crazy. I'm tired and I just want to know what the fuck is even going on. BTW, get your pen up you didn't even flow it right.
    :~: Dying was easy... it was the defrib and coming back to life that hurt :~:
    Fighting for mental to hold my records longer than 7 yrs - I want to get better too

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