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Automatic.
To whom this may concern, I am putting my life to an end
I've never recieved a helpful hand, never had a best friend
Never held someone close by my side, besides my dear Emily
Yet even she never heard my cries, as well as none of my pleas
So please, I ask nicely ...will someone comfort her in my death
Make sure she's happy all the time, and never loses her final breath
She was the best, but we drifted away these past few years
Had an argument over a baby, both of us nearly drowned in tears
All of our peers would tell us of how a beutiful couple we looked
But in reality, we would fight over silly things like who would cook
And I took things away from her, treated her badly for awhile
Stole her money, beat her, even rape a few times ..all with a smile
I was in denial, there was nothing wrong with what i was doing
Not any of the pain i caused her, nor the pain i was pursuing
But through all this loving hate, Emily couldnt negate the fact
That me and her were meant for each other ..no strings attached
So when she left me for Matt ..I was shocked as well as apauled
So she'd been lieing when she told me she'd stick with me through it all
For the first few months, I never called ..hopefully she'd come back
But she never did ..and in my desperate attempts, she never called back
And after all that, I wanted nothing more then to end her life
It was drastic, I know ..but nothing hurts more then a hating wife
I attempted murder, but the attempt just stayed at that
It was aimed directly at her ..I just didnt have the strength to pull the gat
I punked out, and somehow she found out about my attempts, or so she claims
And right then I realized that there was no one besides myself to blame
It was a damn shame, cuz I sort of enjoyed the life i was living
Getting drunk during the day ..and during the night, pursuing women
Everyday I was sinning, there was no reason to do better
And that same reason is the reason I am writing this letter
So please, dont think of me as a good person, cuz i'd disagree
But rather remember me ..as the husband of Emily
- Craig
The note was laying on his stomach, a revolver in his hand
And I was standing over the person who was once entitled my man
It didnt go smoothly as planned, I accidently left smudges on the letter
And erased some of the words in an attempt to making it better
But it turned out decent, nobody realized or suspeted a thing
And this was just simply payback from all the drama he'd bring
We were just a fling anyway, in fact, i threw away our ring
Ever since u tried to kill me ..all those kisses meant nothing
You treated me terribly, called me a bitch in every single chat
We said till death do us part ..I'm simply following through with that
So being glad of ur death is something even you would have to agree
And now I just pray nobody realizes the writer was actually ..ME
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