Hell's Never branding me
Anxiety lays claim to my first and last breath of each day
Picture this, swollen lungs that can’t grasp what life asks
Distressed organs moan as hypertensive pupils’ blast past
The upper limits of internal pressure, all by large measures
Simple pleasures may seem outrageously way out of reach
Darkness shrouds D’brilliance of our Suns’ radiant warmth
Upon my cheek, solar smiles sent to dazzle on deaths creek
Fall victim to my affliction & attenuated by my convictions
Seems my rhythm ceases to be, leaving only unstable beats
Cardiac unrest! Will I slip into a heart attack of eternal rest?
Vision, often an intermittent blur, speech, it’s more of a slur
A tight chest pounds in anger, as I am submersed in danger
These feelings I can’t shake yet I tremble night to day break
Destructive thoughts flood my voice filled head, am I dead?
Is it death I truly dread? Cold shivers creep down my spine
Is this my time? Gelid hands called forth from the river Styx
The serpent stands poised while his tongue flicks for kicks
An ancient trick, legerdemains, as deception’s his only gift
Demons manifest in the flesh, blessed yet equally stressed
Mans oldest demise, resides in the blinds of his own mind
Shutters stutter about while mental health’s greater wealth
Evil winds once blew through and maid bedlam a nice view
Modern asylums focus on padded ‘wallets’, but “Prozac’s”
What they now call it… Society takes medicine with ease
Yet knows not why most live life from down on their knees
Devils invade where they can’t be seen, all for the green
Pharmaceutical buck… Altered souls grow by the shiploads
So as I feel the grip of death grow cold, I stand and behold
All the glory of God’s throne, break the shackles that bind
My free spirit and mind with the divine strength given me
Anxieties’ hold erodes as I explode with a burst of energy
Insanity boarders a life of calamity................................
.........................................but Hell’s never branding me!