Splitting Image
O'Why do I envision my life shackled by misery never subsiding...
Amidst ominous dark clouds shadow the sins forever uprising...
Raining on God's apparatus my status must be of a stained vigor...
I am a pained member of society faded back to the same picture...
Insane confusion with brain contusions I can't conclude it...
Is my pain diluted I can't compute it I stay as prudent...
Did I really murder my fellow co-existence...a code of business?...
Because I've dwelled in poor streets but never walked the road to riches?...
I am but of one piece to this puzzle of my life's existence...
The rest is unknown despite the reflection of a frightening image...
We have identical appearances though his eyes are singed with evil..
I want to shatter the glass but the outcome could be very lethal...
He envies me why so? I dont know in this day in age...
No memories of life's book but in its chapters I save a page...
He stays with rage with a leash so its in reach of his palm's grasp...
Albeit a right future but he's seeking a wrong past...
Old flash he murders my mother with a chrome blast..I cant forgive him...
Perilously fed these memories now I'm forced to relive them...
Wait!! I'm starting to see the truth behind this mystic fog of war...
As I hear my heart murmur I begin to find it more and more...
In my dreaded reflection I see myself wielding the murder weapon...
Blood stained my hands red as the tide at sunrise..I observed with no discretion...
Sinister smiles smother the ugly face of my alter ego...
I HATE THIS FUCKING WORLD THUS IF FULL OF ROTTEN EVIL!!...
THIS IS IN NO WAY RATIONAL AT LEAST FROM MY OWN PERSPECTIVE!!...
I COULD NOT HAVE SLAIN MY MOTHER IN VAIN..HEART BEATING ON THE SECOND!!...
I need protection..Let God shield me from my own self...
Dubbed a criminal I dont deserve to be pardoned from all guilt..
Each tear drop shed is a step to a spirit to getting lifted...
As I crack the glass of the mirror all is lost but a splitting image...
peace
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