was she my lover?.. I thought we had a gift to discover
but we're growing apart..
its tough showing my heart to my significant other..
I was never above her..
hated the arguments and the worthless rebuttals
& now I feel tension as if it hurts when we cuddle
shes dropping a hint.. im hanging on to the lust
cant help realizing satisfactions gone with her trust
I feel its a must.. but its harder to say
the pain only increases as she pushes farther away
when we argue our way, she knows shes admired..
cuz im not a liar.. and I cant let go of desire
or watch something escape i so slowly acquired..
the situations dire..
keeping the relationship lively when i know she is tired
I've retired.. giving up & done with playing games
its hard staying sane, we're two people both laying blame
she'll remember my name: the one i trained her to fear
From two hours ago, the first time I gave her a beer
said she's drunk, with every comment explained in her ear
so she'll prolly like me for another ten minutes,
till she drains her mind of the buzz & sustains that its clear
another basic bitch. my face is lit with the smirk i intend
so once she's sober its over.. i'll just work on her friend