She Wouldn't stop screaming.
The tables topped with graffiti, neatly stacked in horizontal columns
Chalk powder dropped to the floor,
Scratching the board adding to my problems
The chairs warped, due to miss taught youth’s with lack of respect
Engraves of passion but my name wasn’t fashioned positive on desks
The floor a mess, from end to end a canvas of paper and dust
Window frames adopted by rust, gusts of wind as they wouldn’t shut
But as I sit wondering my vision goes blundering with hatred
I focus on the devil, a kid called Nevil,
Whose bullied me since me and his girl dated
He’s stated that their together forever, and I’m a psycho with a crush
But Claire’s mine, I even have a shrine to symbolize our love
An angel from above, like a dove flew and drew my attraction
She tells Nevil to stop dropping punches, increasing our love fraction
One day ill take action, they keep persisting and kissing I can’t resist
For each kiss at school I go home and take another gash at my wrist
I do it till I can’t feel my fist, and will continue until my last day
I’ll die for her, dropping the blood over the shrine incase I pass away
My eyes start to stray, i turn tense but this time my body doesn’t suspense
Shut down my defense, School ball’s tomorrow, were my plan will commence
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My image is bold, ugly as I stand cold alone in the corner
People point and laugh, but my frown turned upside down when I sore her
I steady my nerves, talk to my self and get ready for work
I’ve been fully bullied for ten years so how could this hurt?
I try to stay alert, I follow my queen till she leaves her boy and
Swallow my poison and walk after her into the toilet
Finally were alone together, threw all this weather I reach and grab Claire
Pulling her close, as she struggles I muzzle my nose smelling her hair
I no it’s unfair but I can’t die without her, I shout “Claire its ok keep calm”
Smacking her head against the tap,
Cracking her skull till she’s shed as much blood as I have for her, threw my arm
She wouldn’t stop screaming, teasing me to finish her breathing
As she stopped the job was half done as I pulled out my penis
Now Claire had never seen this, but I no she couldn’t go without
And before my poison kicked in, I wanted to touch her inside and out
And show that Nevil kid, for ten years he’d bullied me over this debate
My soul mate, now look Nevil on prom night who’s fucking their date
I fill with hate and love, as my head slowly hits the floor
I breathe a last breath to see an outline of Nevil at the door.
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