The Murder of my Babygirl
just a year ago my babygirl took her last breaths
the day of her birth i assisted her in taking her last steps
that same night i sat patiently and watched her go to sleep
kissed her on the cheek then covered her head with a bed sheet
but before i smuggled her...took the sheet off and uncovered her
took her in my arms...held her close and cuddled her
whispered in her ear that i loved her but i had to let her go
but for her to be good in heaven or the lord would let me know
kissed her once more...then laid her back in the bed
took the sheet, covered her head...soon my baby was pronounced dead
put my head on her tiny chest, for a heartbeat was not felt
at that moment i wanted to take the bedsheet and suffocate my own self
couldnt do that, kus right then the nurse came through the door
looked at the baby, started screaming, looked at me and creamed some more
called the doctors in, they said that there was nothing they could do
her throat was clogged with hazordous chemicals and air passage couldnt get through
i said thanks...they left the room as i held my child in my arms
looked in her eyes which never opened but yet could still see harm
weeks passed..we held a funeral...i cried like never before
how could i kill the only thing i ever truly did adore
looked at her grave...as she lay there i could feel her hate for me
but its too late to save her kus shes six feet up under me
thought about the saying that whatever is meant to be will be
and she was destined to go to heaven....thats why i named her destiny
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