The Day I Tried To Live
Looking past tears and thinking through fears, a little boy sat alone
Thoughts of spears stuck through peers, and of his mother's broken bones
A mass murder to take place in his home, Jason sat quietly planning
The age of seven, and for seven years t'was the Devil he'd been enchanting
Pictured his parents and sisters panting, he smiled a devilish grin
Contemplated his Lord's approval, will he be accepted for his upcoming sins
He was always a nuisence to everyone, to the Devil he was compared
Was constantly told he would end up in hell ..unknowing he was already there
Jason knew he was the chosen one of Satan, the wicked and anti-good
His life was only meant to cause pain and chaos, Jason finnaly understood
So he stood up in the sheer darkness, put his little feet upon the floor
Equipped with just a pen and his imagination, he tip-toed to open the door
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Walking slowly down the hall, gleams of moonlight shinging inside
Stopped at his older sisters room to take her with him on his ride
Remembered all her hurtful lies, she was sleeping with a smile
Awakens and randomnly starts to cry, she was screaming in denial
It has been awhile, since the boy felt the warmth of pain
The slicing of a vein, the countless lives he eternally staind
The people he'd slain, he walked with a hateful passion to the girl
Grinning the entire way, she yelled and did her best not to hurl
He sent her life in a swirl, she screamed please don't and hid
Laughing, he told her to go to hell... he'd see her in a min
Stuck a pen through her neck, laughed out loud as she bled
Her life was then property of Lucifer, Jason's hatred spread
Laid down next to her corpse, took a mental picture of the moment
Watched her body blow off as dust, forever loving the situations torment
Got down from the bed, wiped his eyes and walked out the room
Visions of a fiery Hell apeared, implications of his future tomb
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He approached his parents room, thunder and lightning striking
Jason opened the bedroom door, it was way too easy for his liking
For they were sound asleep, he raised his voice to wake them
They rumbled and got up, shrieked and screamed when they saw him
Quivering they both stood on their bed, Jason loved the fear
He walked closer and closer, they feared death as he got near
Didn't mind the tears, they didn't wanna believe this was real
Jason smiled calmly, asked them if they hated him still
Asked what was the deal, he opened and reached down the cabinet
Pulled out a brand new .22, he wasn't scared in the least bit
Jason pointed the gun at his parents, told them goodbye
And pulled the trigger once, it split open his father's eye
His mother screamed, he asked what was wrong, was she surprised
He got older but was never raised, she was a devil in disguise
Ironic, but now it was the end, she was to be dead for eternity
Her body and soul to be drained, only for Jason to see
And so he aimed at her head, she looked back crying
Pulled the trigger and ended his mother's life, dying
Both of their bodies dissapeared, their souls sent to hell
And Jason basked in his victory, his goal was finally upheld
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Jason turned around to the door, hells gates were getting nearer
But he stopped halfway and took a double look in the mirror
Jason now knew why they were scared, they werent on his level
Jason was no longer a little boy, Jason was now the Devil
The Devil laughed in the reflection, waved and left his body
Jason stood there all alone, realized the Devil he had embodied
Looked at his hands and cried aloud, couldnt believe what happened
When he asked for his rulers help this was not what he intended
His whole life he was nothing, just wanted to expirement with guns
But the day he tried to live, resulted in devestation of his loved ones
He just wanted to live, but there was no more point in this strife
So little Jason put the gun to his head..
...And pulled the trigger ending his life.
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