I look for love never found it but did it find me..
Lemme tell ya a lil story about me I don't mind telling..
Its like this, my life is piss and I live Ina fucking toilet..
if you can figure this out, then just no im surround by shit..
Everything i do or try an accomplish doesn't work out im a problem..
I have a lot of problems and well im involved with no one I cant evolve..
Im just an immature kid, and women don't like that, with me there appalled..
I try to fit in I fight to find the right women to be with for a night..
Just nething nice would make my life its a black hole tho i got no insight..
I don't know much I just follow my heart and touch my feelins from the inside..
Maybe why I don't have much pride and I don't hide from my truth I let it ride..
::let me tell you what really fucked me up::
Ima crazy kid hate my family love them I never did..
specially the way my mom beat me cuz my dad left her a kid..
She would always treat me like shit ne little thing I did wrong..
I was in for it, she took advantage of being big and strong.
Compared to me, I mean I was like 10 or 11 I got her back tho..
One day I juss flipped and I caught her sleepin closed her eyes slow..
kept her neck shut till she her lungs closed and she turned blue..
As she died I told her I hate her, last thing she said was I love you..
I didn't believe it so I left her body, gather my shit and ran away..
5 yrs later.......home for boys.....
there was this one woman tho, she was beautiful the best in the bag..
even in the dark she shined her bright white teeth with a lovely swag..
im tellin you this women was great, she even had love for me yes it happen..
I never liked laughing but this lady made me, I was happy and she wasn't actin..
She did have love for me she gave me presents she gave me hugs she gave me kisses..
She was the one women who insisted I was the best person she never misses.
Im always around her and she's always around me never getting annoyed..
I do not know why but she had this unconditional love for me she couldn't avoid..
Nor did this lady want to, so i just figured I'd stick with her for a few.
cuz well where else am I gonna go, im too young to move out and she said I love you..
So I tell you this now, the only women to ever show me ne love was my mom..
It just happen to me I realized, tho only love i get is my mom cuz ima time bomb..
I killed my other mother, so i got a foster mom, she found me an I found her..
So now I know that without this I would still be in liven in piss so this I prefer..
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Originally Posted by Plain-Thug
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