Ever since I was a teen I always had trouble concentrating,
Popped my first adderall around the age nineteen
Got them very easy and never stopped liking,
Felt like I was on top of the world thought nothing can stop me
Got my own prescription was the worst decision I ever made,
Prescribed sixty milligrams a day most days pop a couple more
Some days pop four more pray everyday please help me lord
Get sixty thirty mgs monthly an when I have um im overdosing everyday,
Gone in two weeks wont go back to treatment this addiction ill beat
For awhile the best feeling ever but the feeling started fading,
Always gotta be at my highest peak end up taking more than I should
This stupid pill I dont need every person that I know would agree,
Shits so bad to take, illegal it should be
I’m a speed freak the attention I seek, worried as shit I be
Finally can admit I’m an addict, still gonna do this on my own
Of course i have good support really don’t want people known,
Hate being an addict let down so many people I wont have it anymore,
Ate so many addys last week forgot what sobers like im an addy whore,
Least I aint snortin but i pop more than im suppose to
Few times close to puttin myself back into treatment, yah i was close to
Gonna stay strong an do it myself an beat this stupid addiction,
Less than ten hours of sleep in the last week
Fuck this adderall all this shit be is tweak