How did they turn out??? Cause I felt for the first time in a long time and it hurt

To: Lady in Red

You ever see a man with ice in his eyes
Yet so warm and inviting like the ice his disguise?
And when he walk it’s short and tight
But you wouldn’t know it’s cause he used to shackles though
But he got it perfected… right?
And when he try to show out - clumsy is the humble
But his return to grace from a slip is as slick like a hard return on a fumble
… I know I do it too
You ever found a man that’s just like you?
I can’t believe how he been gone for so long
But fit in so perfect like he always belonged

And he’s with me… but no he’s not all mine
But here’s 10 to say that maybe he will be over time

I love when he get so frustrated he cry
It reminds me why I promised him I’d never lie
And everyone staring nobody wanna push or ask
Yeah he 6’ 2 with an amazing back, chest , and ass
And the way he rock a hoodie - he still do it with class
I know, I know… I’m clear like glass
Asking myself again is love really finally here at last?
The cards seems to say so…
So I say we will make up for the past
When we are together it’s like nothing else matters in this world
And all I want to be his favorite girl
I just want him to know you don’t always have to break an oyster to get to the pearl

And he’s with me… but no he’s not all mine
But here’s 10 to say that maybe he will be over time

“It’s just you and me… but I hardly know… this beauty by my side… I never will forget… the way you looked tonight”

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Just us Pac and Jicera cause I don’t like people now either

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Written July 2023 and we over and it’s all good

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I wonder how long it’s gonna take to trust you again too… I feel so stupid and sick and can’t stand being forced to share my body with their spirits and such

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I’m pretty sick today… I changed my phone number and fell out