Solo (draft)

[CLA203]

Solo

She tripping... Back to back texting again
How many times do i have to lose my best friend... ME
just jumping all the time
Leap after leap off of instinct
But they dont understand a life when youre not given the chance to think
Or how i got sick when i did
And these were all the things i went thru when he was doing his bid
I wonder what wouldve happened if i died when i was shot
Or didnt make it to the end
Im not sure which man i loved
The real one or the one he pretend
And i cant comprehend, mend, or send him away
what wouldve happened if i didnt show him that loyalty
All the clues he gave me
Thought we were friends first
Its like me loving him just made him worse
I guess thats a play i didnt know to rehearse
He just didnt give a fuck about me he dont give a fuck how scary insanity be
He dont give a fuck and now i dont either
Solo again and i still say neither
I dont want to love again cause your just gonna leave
I dont wanna box with no gloves over a whore anymore i just need reprieve
Cause southpaw was all me
2 cars repoed in 1 year, one of them twice
I lost every dime and i never got any advice
And my fantasies that were supposed to be private was all in his head
But he took them and me for a trick instead
My heart so heavy right now its like straight led
I cant sleep so i tried the other side of the bed
Idk how to feel right now im just dead
Solo i tend to always to roll though
He dont know i heard every word that he said
FUCK LOVE... GIVE ME BACK MY BODY AND BREAD
I just wanna be happy love hurts
Abd Im happier making money instead
I want the Jordan 4 infrared (grey)
Not a pain i cant get out of my heart or head
Sleeping with the enemy, but im still one step ahead

[XFVI]

Sounds like you've been hit with hard times and heartbreak. That's rough, and I can relate. It's not easy to wrote about personal issues so I applaud the bravery. Keep pushing, keep elevating. Focus on upping your vocab and the sophistication of your rhyme schemes.

Solid effort.

[Lady Poet]

This was very creative
Emotions off the hook
Keep up the good work