Normal - ILLunatic
Italicized - Lyric
In the winter of 1982, a beautiful young woman gave birth
For what it's worth, she brought 2 fraternal twins to this earth
But it gets worst, in two years time, she sent one away
Put 'em up for adoption, and just left the other one to stay
There's no way to explain what was going through her mind
Splitting up two babies, who were adorable combined
Every night she cried, heartbroken from her decision
She was depressed and angry, totally opposite of derision
With precision, she lived day to day trying to hide what she done
Never spoke of the adoption, so she could hide it from her son
- Matt
All my childhood, i've grown up wishing I had a sibling
Someone to play with or talk to. Aww what I was missing
Constantly wishing, that I had a brother or sister ya know
But my mother always said, you'll never have a sis or a bro
Although I felt like I did. Michael's been my friend for years
He was always someone that I could easily tell my fears
It's clear, we've been friends through thick and through thin
He's been a down to earth friend, since the first day I knew him
What can I say, He's always been known as my best friend
Quote me as I say - this is one relationship, I refuse to let end
- Mike
I grew up with Matt, felt a bond but didn’t know it was real
Until about four years ago, when my parents revealed the deal
I always knew I was adopted, but from where It was never clear
Always had been kept a mystery, from my unknowledgeable ears
And then I met Matt, he always used to come over to my house
Met with stares from my parents, but I never knew what about
Then they sat me down one day, and told me the whole secret
Matt was my birth brother, the one my biological mom kept
And his mother….my mom…..has said nothing in her defense
And now we’re "best friends", but it’s all about revenge in the end
The fuck was wrong with me? Why’d she have to give me away
Bitch thought I was useless? I’ll show her the errors in her ways
I’m suddenly filled with rage, I can’t believe I wasn’t told
I’ll fuckin kill them both, I know Matt had to know
No, I’ll just murder Matt, so she has to live with the guilt
And then maybe she’ll feel half of the loneliness I’ve felt
I’ll have my final vengeance, no true mom would give me up
I’ve never felt the love, that I should have growing up
She lost a son willingly, well Ima make her lose the other
Now we’ll see how she feels, Matt is no longer my brother
I just invited him over, should be here any minute
We’ll go for a walk, somewhere secluded and hidden
I know a good spot, with lots of trees and a hill
Paint a redline on his neck, and let him roll untill…
*ding dong*
Wassup! On the phone you sounded like somethin bad happened. Whats wrong?
Is everything ok? You kno, no matter what. By you're side, i'll be along
Everythings fine man, Jus got some deep shit on my mind
Lets go up to the bluff, it’ll help to pass the time
Aint man, lets go. But I dont kno what goin there would do to make this better
But whatever you wanna do, I got you. Cuz man, you my bestest friend ever
Yeah whatever you say man, hey I’m curious bout sumthin too
If you knew an important secret, you’d tell me wouldn’t you?
Of course I would. I tell you everything. Reguardless of what it is
But why do you ask? You think i'm hiding something? If so, whats with this?
Nah dawg don’t worry about it, come on lets get to this place
Hold up lemme grab my knife, you never can be too safe
Yeah, this is a bad neighborhood now a days huh? It's a shame
Remember those days we use to be able to play, shit just aint the same
Yeah things can change in an instant, makes you wonder don’t it
How people you thought can be trusted, can quickly turn to opponents
Fa`real. But atleast we aint gotta worry bout that tho, best friends for life
But damn man, this place seems a little spooky. I dont feel right tonight
We’re almost there man, just up this hill and past these trees
Up here in this clearing, where we can look out over the city
Fa`real? I haven't been here, by the looks of it, not many people have
How long you been comin here? Is this like, your own secret pad?
It‘s where I come to think, go ahead look over the ledge
It’s a long long ways down, definitely an instant death
I'm good. You kno i'm afraid of heights. Me lookin down is a death wish
But shit... be right back man, I gotta take a huge piss
His back to me while I walk up, slowly as to not draw attention
Pull the knife from my pocket, I‘ll show my brother my affection
*branches cracking* - Mike is that you? Man, dont sneak up on me
You ass...! You kno how scared I get, now come out... please!
I jump at him, knife out, I’m gonna slit your throat fucker
You have no chance in hell, kill you for stealing my mother
Stealing your mother? The hell you talkin about? Man dont play
Why you gotta fuck around so much? This shit's so gay!
I aint kidding around bitch, don’t act so fuckin innocent
You think your better then me? Don’t be so ignorant
We’re brothers you and I, Moms separated us at birth
Biggest mistake of her life, didn’t know what I was worth
WHAT!?! She aint ever tell me I had a brother, the fuck
Dude, put down the knife. I'm sorry man, that shit must suck
But damn, dont try to kill me man. Especially if we're family
Dont take this shit out of proportion, killin people madly
Damn it Mike you need some help. This shit just aint right
Put the knife down fa`real, & lets go home and get away from this late night
I grab Matt to throw him down, but he pulls me down with him
And as I try to make the stab, from this awkward position
[Deflects Mikes stab attempt, both roll as the knife gets stuck inbetween the two]
NO!!!, ahh... *knife goes into Mike* - NO!!!!, MIKE!!!!
And just in an instant, with 1 knife, there goes Mikes whole life
-Matt
Oh shit, Mike my best friend, my brother? And he nearly killed me
Now he's dead, and I got all this new information, which over thrilled me
I can't believe this. After all these years, I JUST found out the truth
I had a brother, and my mother kept it from me, I feel so used.
He was never really my friend, he just wanted my death as revenge
For my mothers mistake.... on me, he wanted to avenge
13 years as best friends, or so I thought. The shit was fake?
I told him my coldest and deepest secrets for goodness sakes
He was the one person I trusted, but my trust, he didn't care for
He just wanted my mother to suffer, but to suffer in pain more
Ever since the age 4, I knew Mike as more than a best friend
To me he was like a bro. We had a relationship I refused to let end
Why she seperated us, I have no idea. But damn i'm pissed
Even tho he tried to kill me, but Mike - for sure i'll miss.
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