aiite it might look very long but i think its worth it.. its a collab wit 8lives...
snypah - in blue
8lives - in blak
She's been on my mind all day, and really I can't take it
I don't think she really loves me, it's possible that she can fake it
I've been having some weird dreams and she was the main person
Last night was the worst of all, my birthday, it only was the worst one
Bway don’t let shiit get 2 u fa real is it worth it
All this love & care, on a real.. she don’t deserve it
Dreams can tell lies dont go making accusations
I’m feelin were u comin from, i know u losin patience
It started off with my dad and mom throwing me a one in a lifetime event
All the money they had was supposed to go to rent, and celebrate lent
And then my girl comes into play, I see a hickie on her boob, that time was spent
She was walkin with her friend pretending not to notice me, but to ignore me
Pain and sorrow rushing though my heart, Now I could finally see
Talk some sense into mami ask her whats her problem
I mean really go in depth even if she say she got non
She might think pain is pleasure wait her turn & she want non
If ya gurl ent treatin ya right then u ent treatin her wrong
I just hope she learn her lesson after this fuckin song
That the whole time she has been playing me, It's blind to the eye
I looked in her phone and i saw numbers of about five other guys
No wonder why she always told me she would call me back later
But the time she would take, is like riding a thousand level elevator
Don’t say she be playin u, bway don’t jump conclusions
U might say “i just no!” cah really that Can’t do hun
If u really love her then true evidence is needed
Most time relationships broken.. why? Cah they misleaded
Some days I would call her and she would never return my voice mail
She always been lying to me!! Saying that her pops was in jail
But I knew it all along!!.....but why didn't her mom pay the bail
She's been fucking other guys, sleeping around behind me back
And when I finally found out, it was like I had a heart-attack
Confront her & ask her why the fuck she lie bout her pops
If u say she been sleepin & creepin had she been copped???
No more lying, no more denyin, this is were it all stops
Bway jus breathe right now & take things real steady
Mami will holla at cha when she all good & feel ready
My heart turned black and was now empty with all this hate!
But maybe this was how it was supposed to be, maybe this was our fate!!!
Six months later I receive a call from an unknown user
It was my nigga frank, a.k.a. the child abuser
Yo friend don’t be hatin ya gurl u should be hatin on love
Cah love is the agony instead ya be hatin on her
U say its fate, things can’t be that late, 2 start afresh
Things can always be better no matter how bad the mess
Mate told me that while he was in the hospital he saw my ex
And he said she was having a baby, then I thought of our sex
One night about 9months ago, we came home from the theater
She rappidly ripped my clothes off, I thought she needed a heater
See u father of a yute now u need 2 focus on a plan
With all the shiit that’s gone on u can stil be her man
Get ya implement straight & concentrate on tha kid
Cah if u stil mad, in future u gon’ be sayin “i wish i did”
There was no use for condoms at that time, what a decision
She said she wanted my baby, I agreed, but review my revision
Now its all clear to me....She did have my child
My brain cells are going nuts!! It's driving me wild
How could this be, Me having a baby with her
Next thing I know...my vision ends to a blurr....
The decision was quick! ya shudda think it & thought it
Remorse it would have been if ya mami had aborted
I just hope its all sorted, i hate 2 see a brother down
Be sensible ‘bout it don’t conflict wit another row
U gotta face those facts & maybe even face those fears
Though u gota chase the stacks never place those tears